So today is that time again. The 14th of Feb. Where all the love birds in the world are celebrating there happy going relationships.. But to me its just another regular day, with a chance of rain Haha :) but there’s no need to be sad and low. Cuz you have yourself and your love ones to love. Just be glad that your alive and well.. So happy SINGLES day to the ones that don’t have a valentine and heres a few mindful thoughts that i hope will put a smile on your face… :)
Its good to be single because: -you don’t have to get a gift for anyone.. Spoil yourself. Shoot! -there’s no need for drama -there’s no need to cry about it all -there’s no need to lie Its just me, myself, and I and ill be good..
miss falling asleep on the phone with someone at night
\i love sleeping in with no one to bug me in the morning
miss someone to hang out with
\thats why i have friends RIGHT?!?
miss knowing that someones there for you
\i love having some much free time to myself
and….. i love not being nagged where i am all the time.
\thats what i have my mom for lol
OH to be single is such a great thing at times. But you can never help but be jealous at times.
When the right time comes you’ll know it.. but dont wait to long, because you never know they might be right there beside you and once you turn around and try to grab it.. they’re gone. you just lost your chance.. SMH
Good night/ good morning to all
Toyota Corolla S 2012 :)
So i find myself still awake at this time blogging on tumblr.. hhhhmmmmm… my ass needs to go to sleep soon.. :) well anyways……….
I’ve been thinking all day about what I should start doing. You know.. now that its a new year, and we aren’t getting any younger. so here are my THOUGHTS for today and hopefully I pull through.
1) drink 3 bottles of water a day. (1 before every meal)
2) make a set schedule for a workout plan
-SUNDAY (8am) walk the dogs at the park early in the morning
-MONDAY take a walk around the neighborhood in the afternoon after work or play CD :) -TUESDAY 30min workout in the morning
-WEDNESDAY 30min workout in the morning
-THURSDAY 1hr workout in the morning or walk the dogs
-FRIDAY 1hr workout in the morning
-SATURDAY (8am) walk the dogs at the park early in the morning
3) eat small portions (only one meal with rice)
lets see how long this will last. who’s with me for the summer??
20-11 is already coming to an end.. so let me go back to recap what happen with in the whole year.
-Dated someone that i thought i loved.
-Had sex with someone that i thought i had feelings for. (but it turned out to be just a rebound.
-Fell for guys with good looks but didnt have everything that i wanted in a man.
Why am I still awake and longing for you. To be on the phone like nothing happen. I want to call you so bad. And just sleep with you til the morning come. But I can’t and I won’t. Cuz I need to search for something new. To take my mind of you. To take away this so called pain that I felt for you. Why is this hard? When I broke it of with you and to know that your with someone new hurt my soul like a sharp pain going through. I don’t know when ill ever let you go. I don’t even know if I should let you know.
I should of known that everything that happen between us was for nothing. you wanted it.. i wanted it and nothing more or less out of it.
These pass few days have been something different. So many thoughts running through my mind i couldn’t keep up with it. Just the thought of you holding her, hurts my soul. I couldn’t help but say the truth, to just let you know. I missed you.(just a lil) Whenever I look at my bed it reminds me of you. When I close my eyes I could still feel your kisses all over me and your touch was just something new. I couldn’t stay away from you. But all is said and done. your here.. I’m here.. I know that will never change.
But does this meaning that I still love you? (NO.) But does this mean that I still want you? (NO.) or Does this mean that Ill always be around? (idk?)
Cant these thoughts just stay out of my head. Cant i just move on??
Im so proud of her.. 3rd place baby! next year we’ll go for 2nd place..
Life is like a roller coaster. You have those highs and you have those. But all that you can do is stand back up and keep pushing. There no turning back.
Like me. I know that in my life they’re a lot of highs and lows. But I know for now I am happy to be single and enjoying every moment of almost being 21 because all that I can think of right now is the future and make the best of it. No turning back now.
highs and lows of life:
+happier then ever without you near us.
-not what i wanted [ex]
+better late then never
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
My earliest human memory should be me being one of those bad kids that cant keep their hands to themselves and end up going to the hospital for what I have done.