February 2012
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Feb.14.2012 o_O
So today is that time again. The 14th of Feb. Where all the love birds in the world are celebrating there happy going relationships..
But to me its just another regular day, with a chance of rain Haha :) but there’s no need to be sad and low. Cuz you have yourself and your love ones to love. Just be glad that your alive and well..
So happy SINGLES day to the ones that don’t have a...
January 2012
3 posts
miss it but i dont...
//i miss falling asleep on the phone with someone at night \i love sleeping in with no one to bug me in the morning //i miss someone to hang out with \thats why i have friends RIGHT?!? //i miss knowing that someones there for you \i love having some much free time to myself
and….. i love not being nagged where i am all the time. \thats what i have my mom for lol
OH...
my NEW baby
Toyota Corolla S 2012 :)
A new beginning pt 2
So i find myself still awake at this time blogging on tumblr.. hhhhmmmmm… my ass needs to go to sleep soon.. :) well anyways……….
I’ve been thinking all day about what I should start doing. You know.. now that its a new year, and we aren’t getting any younger. so here are my THOUGHTS for today and hopefully I pull through.
1) drink 3 bottles of water a day. (1...
December 2011
1 post
A new beginning pt 1
20-11 is already coming to an end.. so let me go back to recap what happen with in the whole year.
Relationships: -Dated someone that i thought i loved. -Had sex with someone that i thought i had feelings for. (but it turned out to be just a rebound. -Fell for guys with good looks but didnt have everything that i wanted in a man.
September 2011
3 posts
awake at this time
Why am I still awake and longing for you. To be on the phone like nothing happen. I want to call you so bad. And just sleep with you til the morning come. But I can’t and I won’t. Cuz I need to search for something new. To take my mind of you. To take away this so called pain that I felt for you. Why is this hard? When I broke it of with you and to know that your with someone new hurt...
i should of known..
I should of known that everything that happen between us was for nothing. you wanted it.. i wanted it and nothing more or less out of it.
These pass few days have been something different. So many thoughts running through my mind i couldn’t keep up with it. Just the thought of you holding her, hurts my soul. I couldn’t help but say the truth, to just let you know. I missed you.(just...
Im so proud of her.. 3rd place baby! next year we’ll go for 2nd place..
August 2011
2 posts
life goes on....
Life is like a roller coaster. You have those highs and you have those. But all that you can do is stand back up and keep pushing. There no turning back.
Like me. I know that in my life they’re a lot of highs and lows. But I know for now I am happy to be single and enjoying every moment of almost being 21 because all that I can think of right now is the future and make the best of it. No...
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January 2011
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my thoughts
how can you forget about someone, knowing that everywhere you look, hear or smell. it just reminds you of them. is that hard to believe. is that hard to think. that that one person is actually gone right before your eyes.. why cant we just all forget and start over. knowing that the day will never stand still when you want it to. it will only move faster and faster. we’re not getting any...
December 2010
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my new years resolution for 2011
WOW! a year has pass by and i didnt even realize it. time flys as we all get older and this year ill be 21. SHOOT! so before 2010 leaves me for good, heres my resolution for the next coming year of 20-11.
1.] save up money
2.] stop spending alot of money on fast food
3.] read a good book or two
4.] take the gym seriously and pay it off
5.] get a credit card (to start my credit)
and here...
December 2009
1 post
she does this left and right..
each and every time she does this to us like its nothing. its like a never ending story and then she expects us to feel sorry for her.. shit.. shouldnt she feel sorry for us.. we're her children and husband.. that work hard for our own money and she just think that we'll always give into her needs.. what about ours?? do we all have a say in our lives?? like i wanna save up for college and so does ateh. but how can we.. if shes pulling us down with her.. its like sometime.. i just feel like running away.. just for a day or two.. not worrying about home or what not..just run away with leon.. his like my fresh breath of air when it comes to everything that happens at home.. because do to him. he has no clue what i think about when ever i sit anywhere near my parents. i feel like shit..i feel like crying.. i feel like my own mother doesnt care one single bit.. like i can leave and she wouldnt care or die right in front of her and no feelings would show.. my mothers heartless.. heartless i tell you.. i dont even know how she can even wake up every morning and face the world with so many problems on her mind.. its like i ask the lord.. WHY ME?? WHY US??
its like i feel hella bad for my dad.because he doesnt deserve this.. any of this.. cuz fuck yah my dad had his mistakes back in the day but not as bad ass this..
and the funny thing is that when i talk to my mom now a days.. she says that shes going to move back to the philippines and i just laugh.. like thats ever going to happen.. she has no fucking money..
IDK MAN!!! IM SPEACHLESS!! FOREAL!!
PEACE
